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MY STUPID EYEBROWS DRIVE ME CRAZY!?

So i've only gotten my eyebrows done 3 times before.
I used to not care about them, and they used to be really thick for like 12 years.
My mom barely ever will take me to get them done, and the only time i can get them done is when i get my hair done.
and i'm not getting them done for a Long time cuz the last hair dresser i went to destroyed my hair.

And today they we're crazy, so I started to pluck them, and I have cheap eyebrow shapers so i did them. Then there were tons of tiny little blonde hairs that I started to pluck, and I trimmed the long ones.
Before I knew it my eyebrows were uneven, so i tried to even them out.

and what do you know, just like every time i try to do my eyebrows, i messed them up!
I'm like ocd over my eyebrows, and always tell myself to leave them alone, but God only knows when and if my mom will take me to get them done.
So now they are messed up, and i'm going to a party tomorrow.

I always look so dumb because of my eyebrows.

plus, i always look up how to fill in eyebrows with pencil or shadow. I've watched like 10 videos and just watched one like 15 minutes ago. I don't have the right color of eyeliner/eyebrow pencil so i went to my eyeshadow.
And EVERY TIME i try eyeshadow i look like a caveman!
i have red/brown/blonde eyebrows!
I have like 30 different shadow colors that I tried.
I had red, lifght red, auburn, brown, blonde, i even tried black.

none of them look right!!

why do I completely suck at everything that comes with beauty?

and I always have to mess things up too.
I can never leave things the way they are!

Now I'm stuck with these stupid eyebrows again for like two months!
And I've tried constantly to get my mom to take me to the vitamin store to get me hair and eyebrow growth but NO!

Why did God have to give us eyebrows? I'd be happy to live without them.
And if i knew how to draw them on, I'd happily do so!